Heartache

Tell me what I have to do tonight
'Cause I'd do anything to make it right
Let's be us again
I'm sorry for the way I lost my head
I don't know why I said the things I said
Let's be us again
Here I stand
With everything to lose
And all I know is I don't want to ever see the end
Baby please, I'm reaching out for you
Won't you open up your heart and let me come back in.

Love is like falling down... in the end you're left hurt, scarred, and with a memory of it forever.

You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why.

A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried, neither would a million tears, I know I've cried.

Wanting him is hard to forget, loving him is hard to regret, losing him is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet.

Sometimes the memories are worth the pain.

Sometime you just have to hold your head up high, blink away the tears and say good-bye.

For a few minutes you made me feel as though I actually meant something to someone.

We are afraid to care to much, for fear that the other person does not care at all.

My heart was taken by you... broken by you...

and now it is in pieces because of you.

Daddy's Hands

Daddy's hands were...
Callous from hard work,
Crevassed with stains of dirt,
And Darkened by the light of the sun.

Daddy's strong hands...
Held me tightly when I cried,
Supported the back end of the bike,
And pushed the swing ever so high.

Daddy's big hands...
Made me feel safe,
Held me in his embrace,
And pushed fear and monsters away.

Daddy's clenched hands...
Meant what he said,
Held back his own tears,
And showed nerves I never heard in his voice.

Daddy's big hands...
Seem smaller now, but no less stronger.
Tremble, but not with fear,
And still reach out to hold me tightly.

Daddy's hands....
Have helped etch the story of my life.
Lifted me up so I could soar.
And picked me up every time I fell down.

Daddy's hands are...
Full of strength and compassion;
Guidance, correction, and love;
Were big, but never as big as Daddy's heart.

Happy Father's Day to the most amazing man in my life... my appa
Prissy.

Laugh Out Loud!!!

0 TO 200 IN 6 SECS
Bob was in trouble. He forgot his wedding anniversary. His wife was
really pissed.

She told him "Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the
driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in 6 seconds AND IT BETTER BE THERE !!"

The next morning he got up early and left for work. When his wife woke
up, she looked out the window and sure enough there was a box
gift-wrapped in the middle of the driveway.

Confused, the wife put on her robe and ran out to the driveway, brought
the box back in the house.

She opened it and found a brand new bathroom scale.

Bob has been missing since Friday.

THE WEDDING NIGHT HUMOR
The bride tells her husband, "Honey, you know I'm a virgin and I don't know
anything about sex. Can you explain it to me first?"

"OK, Sweetheart. Putting it simply, we will call your private place 'the
prison' and call my private thing 'the prisoner'. So what we do is: put the
prisoner in the prison.

And then they made love for the first time.

Afterwards, the guy is lying face up on the bed, smiling with satisfaction.

Nudging him, his bride giggles, "Honey the prisoner seems to have escaped."

Turning on his side, he smiles. "Then we will have to re-imprison him."

After the second time they spent, the guy reaches for his cigarettes but
the girl, thoroughly enjoying the new experience of making love, gives him
a suggestive smile, "Honey, the prisoner is out again!"

The man rises to the occasion, but with the unsteady legs of a recently
born foal.

Afterwards, he lays back on the bed, totally exhausted.

She nudges him and says, "Honey, the prisoner escaped again."

Limply turning his head, He YELLS at her, "Hey, its not a life sentence,
OKAY!

Why it's better to be a Woman!

1. We got off the Titanic first.

2. We get to flirt with systems support men who always return our calls, and are nice to us when we blow up our computers.

3. Our boyfriend's clothes make us look elfin & gorgeous. Guys look like complete idiots in ours.

4. We can cry and get off speeding fines.

5. We've never lusted after a cartoon character or the central female figure in a computer game.

6. Taxis stop for us.

7. Men die earlier, so we get to cash in on the life insurance.

8. We can hug our friends without wondering if she thinks we're gay.

9. We can hug our friends without wondering if WE'RE gay.

10. New lipstick gives us a whole new lease on life.

11. It's possible to live our whole lives without ever taking a group shower.

12. We don't have to fart to amuse ourselves.

13. If we forget to shave, no one has to know.

14. If we have a zit, we know how to conceal it.

15. We never have to reach down every so often to make sure our privates are still there.

16. If we're dumb, some people will find it cute.

17. We have the ability to dress ourselves.

18. We can talk to people of the opposite sex without having to picture them naked.

19. If we marry someone 20 years younger, we're aware that we look like an idiot.

20. We can fully assess a person just by looking at their shoes.

SO... LAUGH OUT LOUD!!!

SOCCER FEVER

WOOOHOOO!! It's that time of the season again, every four years once, the FIFA fever get's every soccer fans going haywires..
Fans are swarming in mamak stalls drinking teh tarik and catching the late night matches...
And when a player scores, the crowd goes in an uproar 'GOOOOOALL!!!'
The excitement to watch the matches live and support favorite teams is typically euphoric and satisfying as the season comes to pass..



My Favorite Team

When I Fell In Love

When I fell in love, I wanted to be
with him always;

In happiness, to smile with him,
and be the one to hug him near.

In sadness, to cry with him,
and be the one to dry his tears.

When I fell in love, I will spend my
every waking and sleeping
moments with him

and catch each moment in its
eternally lovely form.

When I fell in love, I will miss him
the very moment I say 'goodbye'

and my heart will yearn for
the very moment I say ‘hello'.

When I fell in love, all my old hurts
and pains will seem
lost and faded away

and I will be strong and
brave once again.

When I fell in love, I want you
to be happy always, ever

and feel like the happiest
person of them all . . .

Because that's what I will feel,
when I fell in love, with you.

It's The Final Countdown

SOOCA fever is back!
And guess what...its more challenging than ever...
With combined cases and more cases to the system.. 14 in all.
Oh God, can i do this?

Cases for REPRO-SOOCA.
1. Dysfunctional uterine bleeding
2. Varicocele
3. Pregnancy
4. Puerperium
5. Dystocia
6. Preeclampsia
7. Neonatal Sepsis
8. Congenital Toxoplasmosis
9. Pregnancy hemorrhage
10. Choriocarcinoma
11. Leiomyoma
12. Squamous cell carcinoma
13. Breast cancer
14. Sexually transmitted infections

I need to do this. 19 more days to go. I have to go for the best. That's my aim. I can do this.
God, you will help me ok??

Priscilla.

A Tribute To Vinod Naidu

To a great friend,

Vinod..
I can still remember the first time I met you. It was in Form 5. You were sitting behind my class with Thinesh. I hardly knew you then. You were so quiet. But very hardworking.
I never knew that someday, along the way, i would be a part of ur family when i started to date ur cousin brother. You accepted me as a friend and as a sister.
Although we didnt share much conversations, but I always watched you from afar.
You were a nice guy. You were nice to me. You were kind, helpful and generous.
You always made the people around you feel happy. You never kept grudges. You were a good friend.
It was cruel to see how fate decided your destiny. It was not your time to go, Vinod. You still had years to go. A future to be lived for. You were not suppose to go!
God, why do you always take away the good people for yourself and leave the useless ones behind??
Why God??
I know that you're in a better place now. God always provides a better place for the good people. I hope you will find peace wherever you are now. You were my friend and I never regret getting to know you.
May you Rest In Peace, Vinod... Take care.
Prissy.

Dream Vs Reality

THE DREAM
Every girl dreams of finding her perfect someone and spending a lifetime with their perfect soul mate..
Every girl wishes that someday, he would come and take her away..
Carry her away with her dreams and hopes.. and provide her with happiness of eternity...
Every girls wants someone to understand her with all his heart and endure her every crankiness...
To cuddle her when she feels lonely, and to hold her when she is confused about the things happening around her.....
To whisper 'i love you' in her ears whenever she feels insecure and to wipe her tears when she is miserable...
To tell her that she is beautiful and make her feel like nothing else matter in this world anymore when he is around her..

THE REALITY
A few years back, I was blessed with the oppurtunity of meeting you..
What started as a simple conversation turned into an infatuation...
You tried to tell me how much you wanted to be with me, but i took no initiative to get anything started... but somehow, love won and i lost. I fell head over heels in love with you, my dear...
You and I.. We made the perfect match.. You were sweet and I was bitter at most times..
You were always there for me, and sometimes I took things for granted..
I never knew what it was like to make sacrifices for someone you love until I met you..
You changed my life and made me realize what love truly meant..
You made me into the person I am today.. and you made my world.
You were always there when i needed you.. and you gave me so much happiness.. more than i could ever bargain for..
After all these years we've been together, you have never let me down in any ways...
You continued to lift me up when i'm down and showered me with endless love..
You loved me for who I am and not for what I am..
You were my true happiness and you made me feel complete..
I trust you more than anything, my dear..
You have earned every single bits of it..
You have endured my every weakness and made me a stronger person, emotionally and mentally...
And I will continue to love you for who you are and I will love you unconditionally..
You're perfect, Shashi.. Perfect to me... Perfect in every single way..
and that makes me go even crazier for you.. Love you so much baby..

What makes a family?

Recently i have been hit by this huge wave of confusion and uncertainty.. everything that ties me down to a relationship sets me one a huge question with undesirable answers... what really makes a family?
i have noticed that relationships within then family isn't what it used to be. people who are just friends lend a shoulder in times of need when family members dont really care...
outsiders are more of siblings and siblings are more of outsiders...
i dont know what made me to think of all these.. maybe i'm just paranoid.
people seems so genuine on the outside but it's a different story altogether on the inside...
i thought family members were the ones who were going to stick by me through thick and thin.. but this is not the case here...
people who dont even have a blood relation are more sincere and more trustworthy.
they show that they care.
they show that they love and they really wanna help us out.
so, what really makes a family?
blood ties? bonds predestined through generations to come? or people who call themselves as relatives??
there are so many people in my family.. i dont even know most of them because i only meet them during marriages, funerals and christmas... is this what we call a family?
i certainly hope there might be a change in days to come..
perhaps when i grow older and have a family of my own.. things would be different..
so that leaves with the last option.. what really makes a family?
the most amazing four letter word in the english vocabulary... LOVE.

Arrggh...

Arrgghh...
Exams are coming again...
In 11 more days to be exact..
Arrgghh..
Still so much to study....
And tonnes to remember...
Arrgghh...
24 hrs is not enough for one day...
I wish we had more time instead...
Arrgghh...
Facebook is so addictive...
Wish they would disable my laptop for at least a week...
Arrgghh...
Assignments are piling up on my desk..
Wish I had been more hardworking to get them done...
Arrgghh...
Life as a medical student aint a bed of roses...
A rug of thorns, perhaps..
Arrgghh...
Lazy worms are crawling all over me..
Wish there were insecticides to make them go away..
Arrgghh..
I need to get organized..
I need a plan..
I need to get motivated..
I need to get things going..
But most important of all,
I need to change.

Honeymoon

My baby and I have a dream,
A dream of our unseen future,
A beautiful dream we will always cherish together,
And someday, we're going to live that dream.

This beautiful pictures are glimpses of that dream we both have,
Our honeymoon in a beautiful place,
The city of Venice,
The city of Romance.

Moment Of Glory

The day finally came... My baby graduated after completing his first and second level at Institute Teknologi Baiduri.. Im so proud of him... He is on his way to success... A dream come true for both of us... In no time, he will be holding his degree in electrical engineering...
And as he pursues this journey, I will stand by him.. I will give him my full support and my walk with him, side by side....
We were meant to be together... No matter what people may say.. And I thank God, for giving me someone like him in my life.... He understands me, he cares for me and he really loves me with all his heart....
And as I ponder upon the future, I know that this is just the beginning.........

Another page out of my diary...

It's been a day.. just like any day..
A lovely Friday.. Friday always make me happy... It signifies the end of the week and the start of the weekend... Ha.. I miss my baby sooo much... muah muah.. love u sooo much..
I just returned from CC.. It was my turn to worship lead today..
My first experience worship leading in CC..
It was nice.. The songs were nice.. I enjoyed myself until it came to the evaluation part..
Jason had something to comment about all of us..
He said I lacked control of the group.. Yeah, maybe he was right.. I was kinda nervous and I lost track the songs here and there... Haha.. anyway, he told me.. good try for a first time..
I am back in my room now..
Im losing control of certain parts of my body.. At times i dont even realise that im hurting myself...
i just noticed that my little toe nail is fully broken.. And i didnt even feel any pain.. I wonder, am i still human??
Exams are coming up in another 3 weeks time... Im still so not prepared..
Still have tons to do.. I need to organize myself and focus on my set goals....
Hmmm...anyway did i mention that im missing my baby???

So, its time for me to study now.. Till then folks.. Prissy

UNPAD Journey

A day came.. When i got the offer to study abroad..
A prestigious medical degree at Universitas Padjadjaran, Bandung, Indonesia..
And so the story begins....

A sad departure at LCCT airport with my beloved family... I miss you all soo much....

In the plane....

Welcome to Bandung....





My dear friend, Gurwin is busy studying




Yoges.... my dear friend too


Justine


Yoga




My new friends.... future doctors in the making...




The local cuisine......




Life abroad...

And so the journey continues.... Life in Bandung is nothing like home....